Things are so slow

Yesterday I went to my weigh in; the first time in 2 weeks. First I had Thanksgiving and then we were out of town. I was prepared for a gain but I lost.2. During the meeting we were going over the new plan and while we were doing that I realized that I needed to go down another point. Which when I said something to my leader she said that could possibly be the reason I've been ouncing along. I didn't have the guts to tell her that it could be that I'm haven't really been journalling or even being good at all. I was very surprised that I didn't gain. I have to find a way to get back on track and motivated again. So it is a good thing that the new year is just around the corner and the New Year is all about new beginnings.