Stressful Weekend

This weekend was VERY stressful. Usually I would've headed straight for something, anything just to eat. Well I still did that but instead of eating something full of sugar and ooey gooey sweet and tasting oh so good, I had a healthier version of ooey gooey sweet but the key word here is healthier. The strange thing is that I made the right decision and I'm really proud of myself. I even was faced with the family getting milkshakes and I said NO. Even my husband said that he was so proud of my will power. So through this journey I'm learning some interesting things about myself one of which is that I do have more will power and strength then I had ever thought I had. I also thought before that I could never finish anything especially if it had to do with me. I will give and give to everyone else but I don't give a lot to myself, or even expect a lot from myself. But during this journey I've found that if I dig really deep it is there I just had to find it. Everyday I'm finding a little bit more of myself as I'm losing, hopefully a lot of myself :)